NO MATTER WHAT

I am so grateful for the process of recovery and all that I have learned and the support network that I have built. Without it. I surely would have fell into a state of depression with every thing that has been going on in my life at this time. I first had a stroke in early February and then losty mom at the end of February and I just was diagnosed with blood clots in my lungs. It’s been 1hit right after another. As soon as I come up for air and I get hit with another wave. Ism thankful that today no matter what life throws at me. I don’t have to use. Using is never the answer and it will not make me feel better. 5years ago it would have been a different story. I am proud of myself for the progress that I have made and the growth I’ve finally learned how to express my feelings and not try to smoke them away.

Thank you tveryone for all the love and support

Peace and blessings

Eric Ease

i am strugglingwith acceptance

i am really hsving s hard time accepting my current situation. Not being able to just get up snd walkwhenever iwant to is hnot being able to lift my arm to scratch my headis also a little frustrating.i remind myselfas i sit herer typing with 1 hand  that i am blessed that is theleast of my problems. i know many others who hsve had strokes and were not as fortunate as i am. i should keep my complaints to myself.

 

I am truly grateful thaT ai have a great support network. my wife especially has been my rock throughout this whole ordeal.She is amazing, i thank god for her