Asking for help is one of the hardest things for me to do sometimes. I’m not sure what’s harder asking for help or being able to receive the help once it’s asked for.
Being that I have always relied on my own devices in the past I find it difficult at times today to ask for help. In the past it was seen as a weakness and although I know that just about everything that I believed in the past was a lie. I still struggle in certain areas. Relying on my own devices usually had a negative impact in one way or another.
In the words of a friend of mine. How’s that working out for you.
Well to be totally honest. It still has a negative impact. Not asking for help leads me to doing it my way and most of the time my way doesn’t work. And asking for help but still wanting to control how I am helped doesn’t work either. My way is what got me here in the first place. But I still have those moments when I get the bright idea that I know better.
I don’t know jack.
Just for today. I will practice releasing myself from those fears that are holding me back and keeping me from asking for and receiving the help that I need.
Peace and Blessings