Happy Father’s Day Dad. May you continue to Rest In Peace.
Today I am feeling a little sad. I am missing my Father. He was called home in 2001 and I miss him as if it was yesterday. I come to realize that I have not gotten over his death.
He passed while I was still struggling in the grips of active addiction and his death rocked my world. I spiraled even more out of control after his passing. Trying to bury the feelings.
Now that I am clean all those feelings are resurfacing. I haven’t properly grieved his passing. I never got the chance to tell him that I Loved him. I am really going through some feelings today.
I am grateful for the time we spent together and I know he is smiling down on me. I know he is happy that his son is finally getting his life together. I will continue to honor his memory by continuing to do the right thing.
Peace and Blessings