Happy Father’s Day Dad. May you continue to Rest In Peace.

Today I am feeling a little sad. I am missing my Father. He was called home in 2001 and I miss him as if it was yesterday. I come to realize that I have not gotten over his death. 

He passed while I was still struggling in the grips of active addiction and his death rocked my world. I spiraled even more out of control after his passing. Trying to bury the feelings.

Now that I am clean all those feelings are resurfacing. I haven’t properly grieved his passing. I never got the chance to tell him that I Loved him. I am really going through some feelings today. 

I am grateful for the time we spent together and I know he is smiling down on me. I know he is happy that his son is finally getting his life together. I will continue to honor his memory by continuing to do the right thing.

Peace and Blessings

Eric Ease

7 thoughts on “HAPPY FATHER’S DAY DAD

  1. Hey Eric. Good thoughts as always. I understand some of your feelings towards missing your Dad. It has been about 10 years since my Dad passed away, every now and then when something neat happens in life my mind says ” i can’t wait to get home to phone Dad and tell him about this”, or “I gotta go see Dad and get his thoughts”.

    A good thing is Eric, even now, we can tell our Dads we love them, it is ok. Thank you Eric for your continuing thoughts spoken through your heart. God Bless you my Friend.

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