I am all over the place emotionally. One minute I’m up the next I’m down. I am having difficulty letting go of a situation that I have no control over. I let go only to pick it back up and go through the hopeless feelings again.

All the while I know deep down inside that in the long run I will be alright. I cannot stand the feelings of worry and impending doom that I am feeling. I know that if I surrender and just continue to do my best that all will be well.

So why am I struggling with surrendering. Why do I continue to plot, scheme and try to figure out ways to get around this situation. Rather than just let be what will be. I know that its just me wanting what I want when I want it. I still struggle with wanting instant gratification.

This too shall pass. Not in my time but in time.

Peace and Blessings

Eric Ease

16 thoughts on “UP, DOWN AND ALL AROUND.

  1. Thank you for sharing this! I have dealing with this exact up and downs of emotions in my head-I feel crazy some days, want to just shut my brain off. Anyway- I don’t feel so alone in this moment- thank you Ease.

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  2. I struggle with not being able to control situations. Some days I “let go and let God” other days – I take it back just like you. We’re human. Good that you can recognize it. It is truly in God’s time. God Bless you Eric. Praying all will be well for you soon!

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  3. Keep on enjoying the roller coaster ride of life Eric. With your eyes fixed on God, it can be a secure ride knowing He is in control, even when we can’t see around the next curve. Realizing how far you have come on this ride, and your progression, you are there to encourage others and possibly grab hold of them to carry them along. God’s Blessings, Strength and Wisdom.

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