I am all over the place emotionally. One minute I’m up the next I’m down. I am having difficulty letting go of a situation that I have no control over. I let go only to pick it back up and go through the hopeless feelings again.
All the while I know deep down inside that in the long run I will be alright. I cannot stand the feelings of worry and impending doom that I am feeling. I know that if I surrender and just continue to do my best that all will be well.
So why am I struggling with surrendering. Why do I continue to plot, scheme and try to figure out ways to get around this situation. Rather than just let be what will be. I know that its just me wanting what I want when I want it. I still struggle with wanting instant gratification.
This too shall pass. Not in my time but in time.
Peace and Blessings
Eric Ease
If it was right u wouldnt be twisted. Things could end up pushing u where u dont wanna b if i am reading this right. Been there. Blessings bro
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Nah brother. I am good its just a financial issue. I know it shall pass. I just need to fall back and stop trying to manipulate and control the situation and let it be what it will be. Thank you for your support brother. I appreciate it.
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Anytime, trust. Glad its not what i thought. Stay up my brother
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Thanks brother. You do the same.
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The heart wants what the heart wants but your head knows it aint gonna work, let it go. Peace
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Thank you Drew. Its hard but its doable.
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Thank you for sharing this! I have dealing with this exact up and downs of emotions in my head-I feel crazy some days, want to just shut my brain off. Anyway- I don’t feel so alone in this moment- thank you Ease.
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You’re welcome Souldiergirl. You are definitely not alone. 🙂
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Thanks Ease!
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Anytime. Just know that I am here and you are never alone. Trust and Believe
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That is beautiful and I really appreciate it. Trust and believe- amen. Honestly somedays it seems so hard to do but today has been good and I am going to keep fighting the powerful fight. Thank you again Ease, so much.
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I know exactly what you mean. I struggle at times trusting and believing too. Its ok its takes practice and we dont change over night but over time we get better at it. I am glad you had a good day. Keep fighting the great fight. Never give up. We do this one day, hour or minute at a time. We do recover my friend from whatever obstacles stand in our way. Feel free to email me anytime. My emails on my contact me page. Have a blessed evening.
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I struggle with not being able to control situations. Some days I “let go and let God” other days – I take it back just like you. We’re human. Good that you can recognize it. It is truly in God’s time. God Bless you Eric. Praying all will be well for you soon!
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Thank you Vicky. 🙂
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Keep on enjoying the roller coaster ride of life Eric. With your eyes fixed on God, it can be a secure ride knowing He is in control, even when we can’t see around the next curve. Realizing how far you have come on this ride, and your progression, you are there to encourage others and possibly grab hold of them to carry them along. God’s Blessings, Strength and Wisdom.
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Thank you George. I am willing to help anyone who is in need and I continue to pray and have the faith that all will be well. Have a blessed day.
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