I am responsible for my recovery, my happiness, my responsibilities, my life. I cannot rely on anyone to do anything for me. It is my journey and mines alone.
I am not saying that I don’t need help along the way. That would be dishonest. I would be lying to not only you but to myself. If I believed that I would be doing a gigantic disservice to myself. I would be once again saying that I can do this by myself and I don’t need you. That would also imply control. I know what happens when I begin to think that I am in control.
No.
What I am saying is, I cannot depend on others to do for me what I need to be doing for myself. I cannot think that anyone can live my life for me. I also cannot live the life you want me to live. I have to find my own way. Find what works and doesn’t work for me and grow at my own pace not anyone else’s.
I cannot pretend to be further along than I am in my process. I cannot live in the future, when I am just beginning to learn how to stay in the present.
I am right where I need to be and I am happy with that.
Peace and Blessings
Eric Ease
Congrats, you are on top of this! Keep it up!
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Good morning Gary. Thank you. I appreciate your support and encouragement. Have a fantastic day.
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glad u r in a good space bro
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Thanks Drew. I appreciate that. How are you doing?
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yo, word up bro, i am actually ok right now. I still have not got the stone beat but i am not using daily, couldnt afford to if i wanted to anyway. Usually on a payday but i am taking care of bills and doing up the house as well so things are good. Kids are good, my son as well as college has now got a part time job, i am mega proud of him. Hope u r good got to go shopping, peace brother
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Thats whats up. Progress not perfection brother.
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Reblogged this on backfromtheledge and commented:
great words!
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Thank you.
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