For way too long I have lived my life settling for less. What ever happened I just went with the flow. I just existed and never attempted anything outside of my little square.
As a result I am now looking back and feeling like my life has been a total waste. I know that I cannot change the past. I know that I have to move forward. Yada yada yada.
I can’t help but feel some kind of way. I am feeling depressed or saddened when I think about all that wasted time. I am at a peak in my life. The uphill battle that I should’ve experienced was more a struggle only to have just been standing still for 40 years. No progress just a vicious cycle over and over again.
I have had it with just settling for what ever happens. I am sick and tired of not trying because of fear and lack of confidence. I am done with feeling like I am less than or not as good as others because of my past. Not taking risks, healthy risks of course to move to the next level in my personal life.
Those days are over.
Today’s a new day. Today I will take risks to better my life. Today I will take a chance and live life to its fullest. I am going for the 1st class and not settle for scrambling for the crumbs like a pigeon.
My life has gotten so much better but I am still not satisfied. I am not satisfied because I am struggling with where I am at. I want change but I haven’t been working towards it wholeheartedly. I need to apply my recovery to ALL areas of my life and I have been slacking in certain areas.
That changes today.
Peace and Blessings