I remember wishing I could change. Wishing that I was able to just stop doing the same thing over and over. I thought I had changed several times but couldn’t understand why things remained the same. I was in so much pain. I didn’t know what to do, where to go.
I can look back now and see that my effort towards change needed to change. I was going about change with a half ass attitude. Trying to make things different but only doing the bare minimum to make it happen. I know now what they mean when they say.
YOU GET OUT OF YOUR RECOVERY
WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT.
If I make a half assed effort to change then I will get half assed results. Change and Growth take effort. I didn’t think I had what it takes, I didn’t think I could ever change.
But I did.
I am learning, growing and changing every day. It’s an amazing journey.
Peace and Blessings