Good evening everyone.

I thank God for allowing me another opportunity to get back on the right track. I am back with 26 days clean.

I haven’t posted in awhile because I let my addiction tell me that this is stupid and I waste of time. That no one gives a fuck about what I post because I can’t stay clean.

After giving it some thought I realized that I don’t write my blog for others. I write this blog to document my feelings, attitudes and behaviors. To have memories when I go back and read it. These are my memoirs. This is MY journal about MY journey. This blog is not for entertainment purposes or for anyone’s amusement.

With that out the way

Today November 20th 2013 was a day of mixed emotions. I always start my day thanking God for waking me. Since coming back I have been developing…