IF ITS MEANT TO BE IT WILL BE


If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never meant to be. – Unknown

I met someone new.

Well thats not exactly true. We were friends for a while and got reacquainted again about 2 weeks ago.

We met back in 2012 during Hurricane Sandy. I remember I didn’t have my phone and I had to keep running outside in Hurricane weather to call her on the phone. We used to talk to each other everyday several times a day. I was dropping quarters in the phone like  I was made out of them and I was loving every minute of it. I really liked her and was ready to finally settle down and do the right thing. Or at least that’s how I felt at the time.

I thought she felt the same way but without warning things changed. I would call and she wouldn’t answer. I would leave messages and no response. I couldn’t understand what happened I didn’t get any answers so I started to come up with my own. I guess I was moving to fast for my own good. I guess she wasn’t feeling me like I was feeling her. I was angry and hurt. But true to the saying This too shall pass.. It did. And eventually I forgot about her and moved on.

I never deleted her from my friends list on Facebook and a couple of months ago she sent me a message. I didn’t respond to it. Part of me wanted to but I was in a relationship and remembering how it was between us I decided it best not to. I am loyal to who ever I am with today and I don’t leave any openings or room for anything to disrupt my life and my relationships.

A lot of good that did me. I am single once again. But that’s who I am so be it.

I saw a post a couple of weeks ago from her and I decided to reach out to say whats up. Long story short we have been talking to each other and getting to know each other all over again. I have a part of me that is a little apprehensive and hesitant but its a very small part of me. I always felt that me and her were right for each other and I still feel that way now. I am not and I will not try to control the outcome. I will allow God in and guide me. I will not allow fear or any other negativity to dictate my life. I have made some mistakes in my life, but the biggest mistakes I have ever made was when I didn’t even try.

WE LIVE, WE LEARN AND WE KEEP IT MOVING.

Peace and Blessings

Eric Ease

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