I thank my higher power God for everything today. Good or bad. I am clean and it doesn’t have to be this way.

I hope that at the time you are reading this that everything is great in your life. If its not hang in there things will get better.

Dont pick up.

That was the first thing anyone ever suggested to me. I couldnt understand such a simple suggestion. I could not imagine life without using. Don’t pick up ha what is he crazy. Thats what I thought when I first heard it. I have used some kind of mind or mood altering substance ever since I was in the 5th grade in public school. At first it was experimental, then it was to fit in, then it was for fun, then it became habit and in the end I had no choice. I couldn’t stop.

I used drugs…