I was off from work for 3 days and it was a wonderful weekend. My spirit has been fed, I feel refreshed and brand new. I fellowshipped with family. I was amongst people who know me because they have been in my shoes and they are helping to guide me towards a new and better way of life.
It reminded me that I cannot do this alone. It gave me comfort knowing that I am not alone. It helped me to see one addict helping another is without parallel. It also reinforced my belief in this process and in myself. I am so grateful to finally have a place where I BELONG.
I want to share with you all about my journey because it helps me to get better and I pray that by me doing so I am helping others. I am learning to be more honest about my life, my feelings, my defects and short comings. I am learning how to get in touch with who I am and with who I want to be.
I just finished watching Antone Fisher. It was the perfect movie to wind down my weekend. I love that movie because I can identify with his story in so many ways. It always makes me cry when he finds his family in the end and today was no different. I miss my family and I pray that one day I will be reunited with them.
I will continue to do the next right thing and live in accordance with my Higher Power’s will for me and not my own. I believe that as long as I continue on this path and continue to to live this way I have nothing to fear and in due time everything will be alright.
JUST FOR TODAY LIFE IS GOOD.
Peace and Blessings