I ONLY KNOW WHAT WORKS FOR ME.


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I am far from the go to guy.

Truth is I often wonder why people ask me questions about recovery. I need to let you know that I am still a sick and suffering addict. The difference is, today I am not sick and suffering from drugs. Now that the drugs are gone, the real issues start to surface. The issues that made me use drugs in the first place. The low self esteem and low self worth. The fear of success and fear of anything just fear in general. Not fitting in, not feeling loved or wanted, loneliness. You name it. I work very hard at finding out who I am, exposing my demons and repairing damage that I have done to myself. It is not a easy task but I remain willing because I want to become a better person.

I know that I have lived the life and by the grace of God made it out.

I am placed in a position to be able to offer my experience in the hopes that I can help at least one person. If I can help anyone I will be more that glad to do so. But I need to remember that I can only tell you what worked for me. I cannot get into telling anyone what they should or should not do. I know that being a addict I can easily slip into the all to familiar disease of CRS

CAN’T REMEMBER SHIT. (STUFF) Lol

I NEED TO KEEP UP FRONT THAT I ONLY HAVE A DAILY REPRIEVE AND IF I FORGET WHERE I CAME FROM, I AM DOOMED TO REPEAT. I CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY THE HIGH PRICE TO LIVE SO LOW…

I am just slightly different than your average blogger. I write my blog basically about me with a little twist. I give you the before and then how it is now. I write about my drug addiction to crack, alcohol and what ever else I used. I do not sugar coat it, I do not use too much profanity to make my point, I just try to be as honest as I can so you can get the real feel of how this addict and his addiction lived and is living now.

I appreciate all of my readers, your thoughts and comments mean the world to me. I get strength in the midst of my struggle from all of you. Please feel free to message me either here on the blog or go to the contact me page and send me a email. I love to hear from you.

Thank you for allowing me to share.

Eric Ease

2 thoughts on “I ONLY KNOW WHAT WORKS FOR ME.

  1. Being familiar with the rooms, I totally understand you. Being fresh off a run, I want you to “give me answers” and “tell me how”. If that makes sense. Either way, I thank you for your posts. I look forward to them. My license is suspended, I’m in a new state (thought I could move away from addiction, lol). So I know no one here, except people who use. Meeting I can’t do right now, this is all I have, thank you again.

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    • You’re welcome Danielle. I appreciate your comment. I know what you mean. I thought changing my address would stop me from using too but it didn’t. I needed to want to stop and at that time i did but just didn’t know how. I am grateful for the fellowship it has taught me how to live life without the use of drugs. I am learning how to deal with those feelings that used to make me run and get high. I have a strong network and foundation today thanks to the rooms. I will keep you in prayer. Remember all we have to do is not use Just for today. Peace and blessings.

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