FEELING ALIVE

Hello friends.
I pray that everyone is doing well. I thank God for EVERYTHING.

I am so grateful right now I have to share my gratitude with you all. Today I have 4 months and 3 weeks clean. I am at a point in my recovery that I have never been and I am feeling so alive right now. It makes me wonder why I haven’t done this sooner. But I already know the answer I wasn’t ready.

Today thanks to the guidance of my Higher Power I am ready and I am doing the work necessary to continue moving forward. I am finally willing to become honest, open minded and I am making new friends and doing new things. I have a level of acceptance that I have never experienced and I continue to strive for forgiveness and other principles of the program.

I am happy.  I am taking it slow and steady. I am not trying to rush the process anymore.  I finally understand what they mean by easy does it and one day at a time. I am practicing these things and believe it or not I can see change taking place. Its an awesome feeling. I am not complicating my process by over thinking things. This truly is a simple program. 

I want to thank everyone who has stuck by me when I was struggling.  Everyone who believed in me then and continue to believe in me today. I am FOREVER grateful to you and the fellowship of Narcotics Anonymous. This program really does work when I work it.

Peace and Blessings

Eric Ease.