Good evening family. I am grateful that I am back on the road to recovery. It feels amazing to be back with the people who understand and can relate to me. I don’t know why I continue to run away.
I went to a speaker jam today and it was just what I needed. The speakers where on point and it was almost like they were inside my head and knew exactly what I was feeling and going through. I am really glad that I made it. I made a few recordings and am making a speaker tape library on my phone so I can listen while I commute back and forth to work.
I am getting back to where I was before I relapsed. I am beginning to feel comfortable sharing again and making meetings everyday. I look forward to staying clean and being with my new friends in the fellowship. I have a really good feeling today and am following the programs suggested guidelines.
I have been reaching out to my sponsor and fellow members daily. I am reading the literature and sharing what I have been through. I thank God that I am back and the obsession is once again being lifted and the hope is returning.