GRUMPY MOOD

Hello everyone I hope you are having a fantastic weekend. I am not. I am so tired right now. I hate to seem like I am ungrateful but my job is killing me. They are really using and abusing the workforce right now. It seems like they are never satisfied. But I don’t want to make this post about that. I really appreciate the fact that I have a job and believe me I know that it is hard out there because I have been looking for a new job and have not been having any luck. So I have to deal with the hand I am dealt at this point and time.

This is me living life on life’s terms. I am having difficulty but I am maintaining for the most part. I have been taking personal inventory lately and I come to discover that I complain a lot. I bitch and moan about itty bitty stuff. I am working towards changing that. I have also come to realize that I have quite a few defects of character that need to be eliminated. One day at a time I will focus on working towards changing them. I know that it is a process today and that nothing happens over night so I am not going to get discouraged because I do not see results right away. That is my M.O. quit before I really see the results. Nope today I will practice patients and let the miracle happen.
I tell you guys the truth I really don’t have anything to write about today. If I continue to type it will turn into a gripe session. I really feel like complaining..I will take a moment to pray after I post this. I just feel really grumpy today. I cannot wait to get off so I can go home and relax. Maybe I will watch a movie or something. 
Anyway I hope I did not spoil anyone’s mood with my grumpy complaining self..Lol Actually I should be happy. I am not using, I have a job, roof over my head, food to eat and plenty of new friends and a few special old friends. I have a lot to be grateful for. I will be ok. Its just a feeling and it will pass. I heard it said that if something is bothering you talk about it, don’t let it fester and become a problem or reason to pick up. That’s what my blog is for anyway for me to express my feelings and to post what I am going through. I know I am rambling aren’t I. Oh well it’s time to go..Lol
Thanks for listening..
Peace and blessings
NAM