Hello and God Bless You

Well its been a week since I let you all know that I have relapsed and was having a difficult time staying clean. The struggle continues but it is getting better. I know what is missing and I will get myself back into the rooms. I have disconnected myself from my network and that was a major mistake. I put work and other things in front of my recovery and I am paying for it.

I have to get back to the basics and back with my recovery family. I am grateful to all those who have shown me love, sent prayers and gave me support.

I know that God is guiding me and I need to start paying more attention to his voice in my head when I hear it. I have to start to live his will for my life and not my own self destructive will. It’s high time that I change those old patterns or I am going to die a addict. I don’t want that.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the Wisdom to know the difference.

Peace and blessings

NAM