Just for today: I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as Ill know tomorrow. Today, Ill learn something new.
We learn new ways to live. We are no longer limited to our old ideas.
Basic Text, p. 56
Hello and God Bless You.
Today I know more about how to live than I did yesterday, but not as much as Ill know tomorrow. And I owe that to God and my sponsor.
Today was my sponsors 16 year anniversary. He celebrated with another member who has 20 years. I was afforded the opportunity to share my E.S.H. and it was awesome. I felt a energy in the room that was electric. I am truly grateful that I was able to share and let everyone know how my sponsor saved my life. I have no area with that because it is true. After my last relapse I gave up on myself and recovery. I had no intention of coming back to NA. I lost all hope that I could get and stay clean so I gave up, but my sponsor didn’t. He kept calling my phone and leaving messages. He kept telling he loved me and to come back to the group and how much my home group missed me. I know I would not be clean today had it not been for that support. I asked God for guidance and I have been doing so ever since. That was November 19, 2011 my clean date.
I have been moving forward and doing the work seriously ever since. I have a relationship with a higher power today and I pray for the guidance, courage and strength to live his will and not mines everyday and night. I am grateful for the relationship I have with my sponsor and with my homegroup. I am also grateful for my network and all my new friends from around the world online. With all this support I am getting and in return giving I am growing everyday and I am beginning to really like who I am becoming.
Todays experience is one that I will not forget and I will talk about for a long time. I am humbled and this is only going to help me in my recovery.
Thank you all for being a part of my new life.
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Peace and Blessings.

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