CHECKMATE


66 DAYS CLEAN

Just for today: I will examine the maintenance of my daily program of recovery.
Lack of daily maintenance can show up in many ways.
Basic Text, p. 95

Hello and God Bless You.

Today was a very hectic day at work. I can’t remember the last time I worked so hard. Also can’t remember the last time I felt so stressed out. I had to call on God several times today and use the serenity prayer more times than I ever did.

I think I was being tested by my addiction today, it was giving me a gut check to see if I was gonna crumble or cave in and get the Fuck Its.. Sorry to disappoint you Mr. Addiction but I don’t love you anymore. CHECKMATE SUCKER

Thank God for the guidance that got me through.

I have to be more careful because today I had a few H.A.L.T. symptoms. Angry and Tired. I stayed up watching the Giants game last night knowing I had to get up early. Not good. I need to stay on top of things because I see things have a way of getting out of hand quick.

I thank God for the growth I have gained that enabled me to continue to live his will for me and deal with todays life on lifes terms episode.

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Peace and Blessings.

NAM

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