MOUNTAINS / MOLEHILLS


62 DAYS CLEAN

Just for today: I will take a realistic look at my problems and see that most of them are minor. I will leave them that way and enjoy my recovery.
When we stop living in the here and now, our problems become magnified unreasonably.

Basic Text, p. 99

Hello and God Bless You.

I know all about making mountains out of molehills I was the king of blowing things out of proportion. I always made things seem worse than they really were. Even in my dreams I make little issues into major projects. Lol. Yea I had it bad, and sometimes I still do. I am learning to think things through and try to find a reasonable solution. If I can’t I try to remember to give it to God. I say try because all of this is still new to me. I am in the process of transformation. The minute I start to think I got this that’s when the mountains come about.

Things tend to get out of control whenever I start living too far a head of myself. When I start thinking about what’s gonna happen in the future it always turns out to be a disaster. I have to be vigilant and keep taking my personal daily inventory. I have what’s known as CRS Can’t Remember Shit, and I tend to slip backwards so I have to monitor myself.

Taking a second to think and look at the problems that arise I find that things aren’t as bad as I make them out to be. I learned that in the rooms. I also learned about giving things up to my Higher Power. My Higher Power which I choose to call God has guided me through many a storm lately and I am grateful to have found my faith because without it I have been lost for a long time.

Today I will take a deep breath and think before I act. I will realize that what ever it is it’s not that deep. And if it is then I will give it up to God and let him show me the correct actions to take.

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Peace and Blessings

NAM

2 thoughts on “MOUNTAINS / MOLEHILLS

  1. Thank you Regina you are right nothing that happens today could be as bad as when I was using. I have learned that everything is a process and it doesn't happen overnight. I accept that and It helps me deal with the day to day. I do see change in myself already so I am happy about that. Much love and respect.

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  2. Good stuff Nam….and let me just say our problems clean and sober are never as bad as they are when were out there hitting that pavement HARD! Jails, Institutions, and by Grace of God we are not dead… I think you are going to really do this, this time…Remember not to lie to yourself… and to give time, time… Regina H.

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