First and foremost I want to thank God for waking me up this morning.
Well once again I say one thing and do another. Sometimes I feel like I have no control over my actions. I know what I want to do but I am having difficulty getting started. I’m having a failure to launch. I am not a stranger to this. Procrastination is a well known friend of mine. It’s a bad habit that I know I need to work on. If I don’t one day it will kill me.
So I messed up yesterday, I am not going to let that keep me down. I’ve got to get up in order to be able to move on. I need to stop saying what I’m going to do and just do it. Who am I kidding. If it was that easy it would’ve been done already right? Anyway I have to try to maintain a positive attitude.
So I’m not going to keep kicking myself, it just not worth it. Instead I’m telling myself its going to get better. I have to do better, try harder like my sponsor just said to me. I need to stop isolating and get on with my life.
I know what I want to do and I know what I need to do. The problem with me is doing it. Its BAD HABIT #1. I am trying to develop new GOOD HABITS to take over for the BAD ones but its not easy. I know that it must be done and just like with everything else its going to take time, hard work and patience. I will practice this everyday until it becomes a reality. Its been said that a habit takes 21 days or more to develop so today is day 1. Wish me I will keep you posted on my progress.

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